Tell me, have I gone too far?
Do I even seem like me?
Nothing that I said before was true
I never wanna leave behind
Demons that have pushed me through
Always wanna waste my time with you
Made it to the corner store on Brush Street
Thought I had another night left in me
Dreaming about a day when I was sipping bright
I miss how your voice would raise at cheap fights
How you never pulled a punch until the one night
The night when you finally coughed up the truth
Tell me, have I gone too far?
Do I even seem like me?
What if what I said before was true?
I never wanna leave behind
Demons that have pushed me through
Always wanna waste my time with you
I could see your soul slip away with every drink
The way your body dangles underneath its strings
Sitting here wondering what you let it keep its grips at night
I miss when these worries didn't drown me
How we promised to embrace all of the ripped seams
'Til I shattered that glass and you just watched me bleed
Tell me, have I gone too far?
Do I even seem like me?
And what if what I said before was true?
I never wanna leave behind
People that have pushed me through
Just know that I would give my life for you